Medication was just the first step, now I was referred to a psychologist, her name was Carol, nice enough until she wanted me to dig deep. I first talked about our little family of four, how I was hot headed and wanted to change. She wanted to know about the younger Em, the 5 year old who hid beneath the surface, Em who threw terrible tantrums at the drop of a hat. I didn't want to share that part of me she needed protection, Carol asked me to write out my life story. I paused not sure that was possible to put that in paper. I barrowtyperwritter and typed for three weeks straiight. single space.
The ugly truth of the past pured out, I was sick to my stomach daily, when I wasnt writting I lay in bed agonizing to type again.
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